1 00:00:30,470 --> 00:00:33,125 Previously on Star Trek: Strange New Worlds... 2 00:00:33,299 --> 00:00:34,648 Apologies. My mind has not been easy 3 00:00:34,822 --> 00:00:36,084 to quiet lately. 4 00:00:36,389 --> 00:00:37,738 We've been heading 5 00:00:38,043 --> 00:00:39,479 in different directions for a while now. 6 00:00:39,653 --> 00:00:40,959 I should have been there for you. 7 00:00:41,133 --> 00:00:42,700 Spock, there's no tragedy 8 00:00:42,874 --> 00:00:44,615 in a romance reaching its natural conclusion. 9 00:00:44,789 --> 00:00:46,617 - Want to talk? - How can we love 10 00:00:46,791 --> 00:00:48,662 the people in our lives so deeply... 11 00:00:48,836 --> 00:00:50,664 - How? - Here! 12 00:00:50,838 --> 00:00:52,100 - Hey! Get in here. - Hi, Dad. 13 00:00:52,275 --> 00:00:54,015 ...and then, one day, 14 00:00:54,190 --> 00:00:55,713 simply never see them again? 15 00:00:55,887 --> 00:00:57,062 I don't know what happened. 16 00:00:57,280 --> 00:00:58,890 The thought of losing you gave me 17 00:00:59,195 --> 00:01:01,893 the power I needed to open up the fabric of space and time. 18 00:01:02,067 --> 00:01:03,982 Maybe memory is as real as the present 19 00:01:04,156 --> 00:01:07,638 and no one we have ever loved is truly gone. 20 00:01:33,533 --> 00:01:35,318 Captain. 21 00:01:35,492 --> 00:01:37,842 You had us all worried. 22 00:01:38,016 --> 00:01:39,713 Follow my light. 23 00:01:39,887 --> 00:01:41,411 What happened? 24 00:01:41,585 --> 00:01:44,196 You were in a terrible shuttle accident. 25 00:01:44,370 --> 00:01:45,719 I was? 26 00:01:45,893 --> 00:01:47,112 Everything looks so different. 27 00:01:47,286 --> 00:01:48,461 So... 28 00:01:48,679 --> 00:01:50,333 It's bright and... I don't know... hazy? 29 00:01:50,507 --> 00:01:51,725 Did you change the lights? 30 00:01:51,899 --> 00:01:54,989 Do you remember anything? 31 00:01:55,163 --> 00:01:58,079 You were caught in an asteroid belt. 32 00:01:58,863 --> 00:02:01,344 The dreaded Abbott-Chancellor Collision. 33 00:02:01,605 --> 00:02:05,913 It's a good thing you were once an ace test pilot. 34 00:02:06,087 --> 00:02:07,828 Otherwise you'd be dead. 35 00:02:08,002 --> 00:02:10,004 Now tell me, 36 00:02:10,178 --> 00:02:14,139 what is the last thing you remember? 37 00:02:15,140 --> 00:02:16,576 Oh. Uh, 38 00:02:16,794 --> 00:02:18,448 hosting a captain's table after we returned 39 00:02:18,622 --> 00:02:19,840 from the Kiriaki mission. 40 00:02:24,018 --> 00:02:25,672 That was two weeks ago. 41 00:02:25,933 --> 00:02:28,022 Two weeks? What? 42 00:02:28,284 --> 00:02:29,981 Your injury is worse than I thought. 43 00:02:30,242 --> 00:02:31,591 It can only mean one thing. 44 00:02:31,852 --> 00:02:32,766 What? 45 00:02:32,940 --> 00:02:34,551 You have... 46 00:02:35,682 --> 00:02:37,205 ...cosmic amnesia. 47 00:02:39,686 --> 00:02:41,601 Do you hear that? 48 00:02:41,775 --> 00:02:42,689 Oh. 49 00:02:42,863 --> 00:02:44,604 Are we back in the musical? 50 00:02:44,952 --> 00:02:47,607 - Doctor. I have an update on Lieutenant Spock. - Oh, thank God. 51 00:02:47,781 --> 00:02:49,217 What? What happened to Spock? 52 00:02:52,873 --> 00:02:54,701 He was with you on the shuttle. 53 00:02:54,875 --> 00:02:57,617 I know you did everything you could, but... 54 00:02:57,791 --> 00:03:00,881 he suffered severe blunt force trauma to his torso, 55 00:03:01,055 --> 00:03:02,361 where his heart is located. 56 00:03:02,535 --> 00:03:04,755 He went into cardiac arrest. 57 00:03:04,929 --> 00:03:07,410 And to save him, 58 00:03:07,584 --> 00:03:09,412 I had to... 59 00:03:10,848 --> 00:03:13,024 Y-You had to what? What-what is with the dramatic pauses? 60 00:03:13,285 --> 00:03:14,330 Both of you. Come on. 61 00:03:14,591 --> 00:03:15,809 I had to induce a coma. 62 00:03:21,337 --> 00:03:23,208 Has he been here this entire time? 63 00:03:23,382 --> 00:03:25,253 You did what you had to do. 64 00:03:25,428 --> 00:03:27,038 He'll need... 65 00:03:27,212 --> 00:03:28,387 a heart transplant. 66 00:03:28,561 --> 00:03:29,562 Really? 67 00:03:29,736 --> 00:03:31,042 But he looks fine. 68 00:03:31,216 --> 00:03:33,131 There is one hope. 69 00:03:33,305 --> 00:03:35,481 An experimental surgery. 70 00:03:35,655 --> 00:03:37,440 A living heart transplant. 71 00:03:37,614 --> 00:03:38,963 The risk is enormous. 72 00:03:39,137 --> 00:03:41,879 To clone a living donor's heart... 73 00:03:42,053 --> 00:03:43,097 What are you looking at? 74 00:03:43,271 --> 00:03:46,318 ...both patients could die. 75 00:03:47,493 --> 00:03:48,538 Or worse. 76 00:03:48,842 --> 00:03:49,539 La'An thinks she's found 77 00:03:49,713 --> 00:03:50,931 a donor. 78 00:03:51,192 --> 00:03:52,368 She's taken a shuttle to go and get them. 79 00:03:52,542 --> 00:03:53,847 Computer, am I in a simulation? 80 00:03:55,283 --> 00:03:56,502 Negative. 81 00:03:56,676 --> 00:03:57,547 - No simulation detected. - What? 82 00:03:57,721 --> 00:03:59,113 Captain, you leave me no choice. 83 00:03:59,287 --> 00:04:02,378 Until you complete a full cognitive evaluation, 84 00:04:02,552 --> 00:04:04,510 I must relieve you of duty. 85 00:04:04,684 --> 00:04:05,729 Okay. All right. 86 00:04:05,903 --> 00:04:07,470 This is going too far. 87 00:04:07,644 --> 00:04:09,080 It is necessary. 88 00:04:09,254 --> 00:04:12,431 I will set up an appointment with Dr. Chivers. 89 00:04:12,692 --> 00:04:13,650 The ship's counselor? 90 00:04:13,824 --> 00:04:14,999 Oh, she is brilliant. 91 00:04:15,173 --> 00:04:16,783 You are in good hands. 92 00:04:16,957 --> 00:04:18,176 Uh-huh. And, uh... 93 00:04:18,350 --> 00:04:19,743 what about Spock? 94 00:04:20,004 --> 00:04:21,397 Once La'An gets back, we can start 95 00:04:21,658 --> 00:04:23,355 - the procedure. - I'm discharging you for now. 96 00:04:23,529 --> 00:04:25,226 But I need you to rest. 97 00:04:25,488 --> 00:04:27,315 Doctor's orders. 98 00:04:28,142 --> 00:04:29,361 Off you go. 99 00:04:43,419 --> 00:04:45,072 Computer. 100 00:04:45,856 --> 00:04:48,641 Scan for any and all anomalies on board Enterprise, please. 101 00:04:48,815 --> 00:04:50,600 Processing. 102 00:04:55,169 --> 00:04:56,954 Good afternoon, Captain Pike. 103 00:04:57,215 --> 00:04:58,521 Dr. Chivers. 104 00:04:58,695 --> 00:05:00,000 Well, I'm surprised you recognize me 105 00:05:00,174 --> 00:05:02,481 after canceling so many of our appointments. 106 00:05:02,655 --> 00:05:04,352 Okay. Well, um... 107 00:05:04,527 --> 00:05:06,267 y-you're a therapist. 108 00:05:06,442 --> 00:05:08,313 Can I ask you a question? 109 00:05:09,096 --> 00:05:11,185 What might cause someone to act... 110 00:05:11,359 --> 00:05:12,665 melodramatic? 111 00:05:13,013 --> 00:05:16,103 Captain, I need you to focus on these tests. 112 00:05:16,277 --> 00:05:19,542 Because if you don't perform satisfactorily, 113 00:05:19,716 --> 00:05:22,240 you could be removed from duty. 114 00:05:22,414 --> 00:05:23,633 Permanently. 115 00:05:26,853 --> 00:05:28,159 Great. 116 00:05:28,507 --> 00:05:31,205 Like chronitons through the hourglass, 117 00:05:31,379 --> 00:05:34,470 so are the days of the Enterprise. 118 00:05:34,644 --> 00:05:36,341 Cue credits. 119 00:05:41,128 --> 00:05:43,043 Space. 120 00:05:44,131 --> 00:05:46,177 The final frontier. 121 00:05:48,092 --> 00:05:51,835 These are the voyages of the starship Enterprise. 122 00:05:53,053 --> 00:05:55,708 Its five-year mission: 123 00:05:55,882 --> 00:05:58,885 to explore strange new worlds... 124 00:06:00,104 --> 00:06:03,411 ...to seek out new life 125 00:06:03,586 --> 00:06:06,153 and new civilizations... 126 00:06:07,154 --> 00:06:11,158 ...to boldly go where no one has gone before. 127 00:07:29,628 --> 00:07:31,717 I came as soon as I got your message. 128 00:07:31,891 --> 00:07:33,676 Am I a potential donor? 129 00:07:33,937 --> 00:07:35,242 I know the live transplant is risky, 130 00:07:35,460 --> 00:07:36,896 but if it means saving Spock's life, I'm ready. 131 00:07:37,070 --> 00:07:38,637 Nyota, you're not a match. 132 00:07:38,811 --> 00:07:40,552 But your DNA test 133 00:07:40,726 --> 00:07:43,468 did reveal... 134 00:07:43,642 --> 00:07:44,991 ...something else. 135 00:07:45,252 --> 00:07:46,602 What is it? 136 00:07:46,950 --> 00:07:50,431 I'm breaking Starfleet protocol by disclosing this. 137 00:07:53,739 --> 00:07:55,436 It's no mistake. 138 00:07:55,698 --> 00:07:57,395 I confirmed it. 139 00:07:58,831 --> 00:08:00,485 How is this possible? 140 00:08:00,746 --> 00:08:02,226 La'An to Enterprise. 141 00:08:02,400 --> 00:08:03,880 I have Spock's donor. 142 00:08:04,054 --> 00:08:05,708 Setting return course. 143 00:08:07,710 --> 00:08:09,494 Oh, you're up. 144 00:08:09,755 --> 00:08:11,409 About time. 145 00:08:18,329 --> 00:08:19,286 What's wrong? 146 00:08:19,460 --> 00:08:21,419 Cat got your tongue? 147 00:08:23,029 --> 00:08:24,683 Now, 148 00:08:24,857 --> 00:08:27,338 to what do I owe the pleasure of the best prison break 149 00:08:27,512 --> 00:08:29,166 I have ever been party to? 150 00:08:29,427 --> 00:08:30,384 And I assure you, 151 00:08:30,558 --> 00:08:31,908 I have been party to many. 152 00:08:32,299 --> 00:08:34,345 Did I say you could talk? 153 00:08:34,519 --> 00:08:39,002 I broke you out of that prison for one reason. 154 00:08:39,176 --> 00:08:41,526 To save your brother's life. 155 00:08:41,700 --> 00:08:43,528 Sybok. 156 00:08:45,225 --> 00:08:48,272 Your latest mission was less than 48 hours after 157 00:08:48,446 --> 00:08:49,839 your previous mission. 158 00:08:50,100 --> 00:08:52,015 That seem like a fast turnaround? 159 00:08:52,276 --> 00:08:53,059 No. 160 00:08:53,233 --> 00:08:54,626 Are we done here? 161 00:08:55,018 --> 00:08:56,410 None of this is relevant to what's happening on the ship. 162 00:08:56,584 --> 00:08:58,282 Do you believe that your duties take precedence 163 00:08:58,456 --> 00:09:00,023 - over your well-being? - That's the oath. 164 00:09:00,197 --> 00:09:03,156 Federation, Starfleet, and my crew come first. Yes. 165 00:09:03,330 --> 00:09:05,463 Personal leave is part of conditioning. 166 00:09:05,637 --> 00:09:07,334 Even for captains. 167 00:09:07,813 --> 00:09:10,903 Scan for anomalies aboard USS Enterprise complete. 168 00:09:11,077 --> 00:09:13,297 There are zero anomalous entities found 169 00:09:13,471 --> 00:09:14,777 on the USS Enterprise. 170 00:09:14,951 --> 00:09:16,169 I need to figure out what's going on. 171 00:09:16,343 --> 00:09:17,910 Captain, we're not do... 172 00:09:18,128 --> 00:09:19,956 - Captain, I need to talk to you. - You see it, too, right? 173 00:09:20,130 --> 00:09:21,958 Everyone acting weird? Please tell me you do. 174 00:09:22,132 --> 00:09:23,481 Sir? 175 00:09:23,655 --> 00:09:25,526 No. This is... 176 00:09:25,788 --> 00:09:28,007 personal. 177 00:09:28,181 --> 00:09:30,053 I'm not even sure how to tell you. 178 00:09:30,227 --> 00:09:31,184 What? 179 00:09:31,445 --> 00:09:33,143 Captain. 180 00:09:34,405 --> 00:09:35,798 I'm your daughter. 181 00:09:37,538 --> 00:09:39,105 This is not happening. 182 00:09:44,110 --> 00:09:45,546 La'An just sent a message. 183 00:09:45,721 --> 00:09:47,244 She has the donor. 184 00:09:48,811 --> 00:09:50,464 What a genuine miracle. 185 00:09:50,638 --> 00:09:52,336 I must prepare immediately. 186 00:09:53,163 --> 00:09:55,818 We cannot afford even the slightest error. 187 00:10:00,431 --> 00:10:01,737 Joseph, is something wrong? 188 00:10:05,828 --> 00:10:07,960 I left some additional notes in my quarters. 189 00:10:08,134 --> 00:10:10,006 Prep the second surgical station. 190 00:10:10,180 --> 00:10:12,617 I'll be back shortly. 191 00:10:15,054 --> 00:10:17,100 Captain. 192 00:10:17,274 --> 00:10:18,579 I'm your daughter. 193 00:10:18,928 --> 00:10:19,711 You're my daughter. Heard you the first time. 194 00:10:19,885 --> 00:10:20,843 You're my daughter how? 195 00:10:21,017 --> 00:10:22,279 I was just as surprised as you 196 00:10:22,453 --> 00:10:24,542 when Christine told me about our DNA. 197 00:10:25,238 --> 00:10:26,892 But you had parents. 198 00:10:27,066 --> 00:10:28,546 Yes. 199 00:10:28,720 --> 00:10:29,895 It's true. 200 00:10:30,678 --> 00:10:34,030 I lost my family in a shuttle accident years ago. 201 00:10:34,204 --> 00:10:35,161 I was adopted. 202 00:10:35,335 --> 00:10:37,511 I never knew my birth parents. 203 00:10:37,685 --> 00:10:40,166 The only clue I had was this old recipe book left with me 204 00:10:40,340 --> 00:10:42,038 at the orphanage. 205 00:10:42,212 --> 00:10:43,604 I spent my whole life 206 00:10:43,779 --> 00:10:47,130 wondering who lovingly wrote out these recipes. 207 00:10:47,304 --> 00:10:49,088 And now I know. 208 00:10:49,262 --> 00:10:50,611 It was you, Captain. 209 00:10:50,873 --> 00:10:52,135 That was 210 00:10:52,396 --> 00:10:54,093 very brave of you. 211 00:10:54,267 --> 00:10:55,529 Why don't you sit. 212 00:10:55,703 --> 00:10:57,009 Oh. No, no. 213 00:10:57,183 --> 00:10:58,271 No, no, no, no. No. 214 00:10:58,445 --> 00:10:59,751 We're not doing this. 215 00:10:59,925 --> 00:11:01,492 Nyota, I read your file. 216 00:11:01,753 --> 00:11:02,623 You're not adopted. 217 00:11:02,885 --> 00:11:04,060 And even though I think of you... 218 00:11:04,234 --> 00:11:06,192 really, the rest of the crew... as family... 219 00:11:07,933 --> 00:11:09,630 ...I don't have a daughter. 220 00:11:09,805 --> 00:11:11,328 But whatever's making you think that I do 221 00:11:11,502 --> 00:11:13,460 is real. It-It's affecting the ship. 222 00:11:13,634 --> 00:11:15,811 Nothing looks the way it's supposed to. 223 00:11:15,985 --> 00:11:17,421 No one's acting the way that they're supposed to. 224 00:11:17,682 --> 00:11:19,902 And even though the scan turned up no anomalies... 225 00:11:22,295 --> 00:11:23,731 I've seen this before. 226 00:11:24,645 --> 00:11:26,952 Our lives turned upside down by a higher-dimensional being 227 00:11:27,126 --> 00:11:28,911 who can evade those scans. 228 00:11:30,390 --> 00:11:31,391 This... 229 00:11:31,565 --> 00:11:33,393 fancy coat god... 230 00:11:33,567 --> 00:11:35,134 guy. 231 00:11:35,656 --> 00:11:38,659 Could Captain Pike please stick to the script? 232 00:11:38,834 --> 00:11:41,706 You're surprised Lieutenant Uhura is your daughter, 233 00:11:41,880 --> 00:11:44,317 but, ultimately, you do believe her. 234 00:11:44,491 --> 00:11:46,276 All right. 235 00:11:46,450 --> 00:11:47,843 Show yourself. 236 00:11:48,104 --> 00:11:49,366 Ball of energy. 237 00:11:49,627 --> 00:11:50,671 Whatever you are. 238 00:11:50,933 --> 00:11:52,673 The name is Tre... 239 00:11:52,935 --> 00:11:54,023 Don't really care. 240 00:11:54,284 --> 00:11:55,720 Why are you torturing my crew again? 241 00:11:55,894 --> 00:11:57,853 Oh, no, no. This is nothing like my last visit. 242 00:11:58,027 --> 00:12:00,420 No, that was based on pettiness and spite. 243 00:12:00,594 --> 00:12:01,552 I've grown. 244 00:12:01,726 --> 00:12:02,814 What you are witnessing now 245 00:12:02,988 --> 00:12:05,556 is my Great Human Experiment. 246 00:12:05,817 --> 00:12:10,126 Of late, I've been studying your breed in a more formal capacity. 247 00:12:10,300 --> 00:12:12,432 And during my erudition, 248 00:12:12,693 --> 00:12:15,218 I fell in love with an art form that explores the raw, 249 00:12:15,392 --> 00:12:18,569 unrepentant beauty of human emotion. 250 00:12:18,743 --> 00:12:20,353 It is... 251 00:12:21,180 --> 00:12:23,617 ...body cleaning theater. 252 00:12:24,488 --> 00:12:27,621 You turned Enterprise into a soap opera. 253 00:12:29,406 --> 00:12:30,711 Will you stop that? 254 00:12:30,886 --> 00:12:32,583 Oh. So you are familiar. 255 00:12:32,757 --> 00:12:36,543 Good. 'Cause I feel you humans have very high potential. 256 00:12:36,717 --> 00:12:39,459 And I'll be defending that thesis to my proctors. 257 00:12:39,720 --> 00:12:42,332 You turned us into a soap opera 258 00:12:42,506 --> 00:12:44,073 for a school project? 259 00:12:44,943 --> 00:12:46,466 It's more of a dissertation. 260 00:12:48,338 --> 00:12:49,861 The premise... 261 00:12:50,993 --> 00:12:52,908 The premise is simply 262 00:12:53,082 --> 00:12:55,606 space adventures leave little time 263 00:12:55,780 --> 00:12:59,001 for humans to deal with their inner struggles. 264 00:12:59,175 --> 00:13:02,961 So I've crafted some individualized situations 265 00:13:03,135 --> 00:13:04,920 just to get around all that. 266 00:13:05,746 --> 00:13:07,183 Think of it as a gift. 267 00:13:07,357 --> 00:13:08,488 For last time. 268 00:13:09,489 --> 00:13:10,708 Apology not accepted. 269 00:13:10,882 --> 00:13:13,493 Now put back our reality 270 00:13:13,667 --> 00:13:15,626 and leave Enterprise immediately. 271 00:13:15,800 --> 00:13:17,280 I'm afraid I can't do that. 272 00:13:17,454 --> 00:13:19,673 For one, there's my evaluation. 273 00:13:19,935 --> 00:13:22,111 And, also, there's that other hiccup. 274 00:13:22,372 --> 00:13:24,330 What other hiccup? 275 00:13:24,504 --> 00:13:25,984 You, Captain Pike. 276 00:13:26,158 --> 00:13:27,725 You see, 277 00:13:28,117 --> 00:13:31,381 while the other storylines are snapping along spectacularly, 278 00:13:31,555 --> 00:13:33,035 you, for some reason, 279 00:13:33,209 --> 00:13:36,821 seem to realize that you're in an experiment 280 00:13:36,995 --> 00:13:38,823 and you're not playing ball. 281 00:13:38,997 --> 00:13:40,607 You didn't do this to me on purpose? 282 00:13:40,781 --> 00:13:42,087 No. Of course not. 283 00:13:42,261 --> 00:13:44,785 I learn from my mistakes, Captain. 284 00:13:44,960 --> 00:13:46,483 But, unfortunately, 285 00:13:46,744 --> 00:13:49,138 until you figure out your internal struggle, 286 00:13:49,399 --> 00:13:50,617 I cannot end the experiment. 287 00:13:50,791 --> 00:13:52,010 So we're trapped. 288 00:13:52,271 --> 00:13:54,143 Believe me, I'm as unhappy as you are. 289 00:13:54,317 --> 00:13:56,580 Because if you fail, I fail. 290 00:13:56,754 --> 00:13:58,234 And if I fail, 291 00:13:58,408 --> 00:13:59,409 well, 292 00:13:59,583 --> 00:14:00,801 you might become a stone. 293 00:14:00,976 --> 00:14:02,455 Or perhaps a squid. 294 00:14:02,629 --> 00:14:05,937 Or maybe even that chair. 295 00:14:08,244 --> 00:14:10,986 Then fix this. 296 00:14:11,160 --> 00:14:12,509 You first, Captain. 297 00:14:13,814 --> 00:14:15,251 So, what, I'm supposed to help Uhura 298 00:14:15,425 --> 00:14:17,079 with her whole father-daughter problem? 299 00:14:17,253 --> 00:14:19,255 Well, that's a start. 300 00:14:20,169 --> 00:14:23,085 And we'll be right back after this word from our sponsors. 301 00:14:29,221 --> 00:14:30,701 Captain, if you'll have a seat. 302 00:14:30,875 --> 00:14:32,877 I think it's time 303 00:14:33,051 --> 00:14:35,532 for a family therapy session. 304 00:14:35,706 --> 00:14:38,100 A family therapy session is a great idea. 305 00:14:38,274 --> 00:14:40,102 This is a big discovery for both of us. 306 00:14:40,276 --> 00:14:41,581 You know what, I agree. 307 00:14:41,799 --> 00:14:43,453 Unfortunately, there's a reckless entity 308 00:14:43,627 --> 00:14:45,020 back on the ship, 309 00:14:45,281 --> 00:14:47,892 and I have to go deal with that right now. 310 00:14:48,066 --> 00:14:50,373 But, afterwards, we could really have 311 00:14:50,547 --> 00:14:51,896 a conversation... 312 00:14:54,420 --> 00:14:56,335 A family therapy session is a great idea. 313 00:14:56,509 --> 00:14:58,424 This is a big discovery for both of us. 314 00:14:58,598 --> 00:14:59,947 Nope. 315 00:15:04,430 --> 00:15:05,518 Fine. I get it. 316 00:15:05,779 --> 00:15:07,042 The only way out is through. 317 00:15:07,216 --> 00:15:09,261 That's the spirit, Captain. 318 00:15:09,435 --> 00:15:11,524 A family therapy session is a great idea. 319 00:15:11,698 --> 00:15:13,657 - This is a big discovery for both of us. - A big discovery for both of us. 320 00:15:13,831 --> 00:15:15,093 I agree. Let's start. 321 00:15:17,791 --> 00:15:19,184 - Hmm. - Uhura, 322 00:15:19,358 --> 00:15:21,099 why don't you start. 323 00:15:21,882 --> 00:15:26,104 The captain seems like a man who needs a little time to warm up. 324 00:15:26,278 --> 00:15:27,671 Sure. 325 00:15:27,845 --> 00:15:30,630 I guess I want to know what anyone would. 326 00:15:30,804 --> 00:15:32,589 Why did you abandon me? 327 00:15:32,850 --> 00:15:34,112 Abandon your daughter? 328 00:15:34,286 --> 00:15:36,375 I promise not to judge. I just need to know. 329 00:15:37,811 --> 00:15:38,986 This is crazy. 330 00:15:39,422 --> 00:15:40,945 I always thought my real father would have 331 00:15:41,119 --> 00:15:42,642 - the decency to be honest with me. - I'm trying to. 332 00:15:42,816 --> 00:15:44,949 But in the present moment, it's kind of impossible. 333 00:15:45,123 --> 00:15:46,168 Honesty's never impossible! 334 00:15:46,342 --> 00:15:47,517 That's something 335 00:15:47,778 --> 00:15:49,345 you teach every ensign on this ship. 336 00:15:49,519 --> 00:15:50,650 You want honesty? 337 00:15:50,824 --> 00:15:52,304 Okay. 338 00:15:52,696 --> 00:15:54,828 A child-god-like being has come back to Enterprise, 339 00:15:55,002 --> 00:15:57,004 and, this time, it's turned us into a soap opera, 340 00:15:57,179 --> 00:16:00,269 which is why I have amnesia and you think I'm your father. 341 00:16:00,530 --> 00:16:02,227 You'd rather pretend like we're facing 342 00:16:02,401 --> 00:16:04,273 some reality-shifting anomaly 343 00:16:04,447 --> 00:16:06,405 than accept me as your daughter? 344 00:16:08,190 --> 00:16:10,322 This is becoming a trend. 345 00:16:10,583 --> 00:16:11,932 If some part of you didn't want me to find you, 346 00:16:12,107 --> 00:16:14,109 then why leave me this? Hmm? 347 00:16:14,283 --> 00:16:16,589 You circled page 28. 348 00:16:16,763 --> 00:16:18,591 Coq au vin. You wrote, 349 00:16:18,765 --> 00:16:21,638 "A perfect meal to make with a perfect daughter. 350 00:16:21,812 --> 00:16:23,770 Stardate 1443.2." 351 00:16:23,944 --> 00:16:25,120 Every page is blank. 352 00:16:25,294 --> 00:16:26,773 Look. 353 00:16:28,079 --> 00:16:29,385 Fine. 354 00:16:29,559 --> 00:16:30,777 If you want to pretend I don't exist, 355 00:16:31,038 --> 00:16:32,866 I'll just show myself out. 356 00:16:40,047 --> 00:16:41,484 That was real anger. 357 00:16:41,745 --> 00:16:43,790 Oh. This is delightful. 358 00:16:43,964 --> 00:16:45,705 They were supposed to just hug and reconnect 359 00:16:45,879 --> 00:16:46,924 and blah, blah, blah. 360 00:16:47,185 --> 00:16:48,273 But this? 361 00:16:48,578 --> 00:16:51,537 You can't plan for this type of drama. 362 00:16:54,714 --> 00:16:57,282 Did you not plan for this? 363 00:16:58,544 --> 00:17:00,067 Of course I did. 364 00:17:00,242 --> 00:17:01,852 It's high drama. 365 00:17:02,113 --> 00:17:03,419 The layered emotions of humans. 366 00:17:03,593 --> 00:17:05,116 It's what this is all about. 367 00:17:05,421 --> 00:17:07,597 I'm just having a difficult time focusing on my assignment, 368 00:17:07,771 --> 00:17:11,731 with you lording over me in your extensive robe-age. 369 00:17:11,905 --> 00:17:15,431 I mean, don't get me wrong... th-they're lovely, lovely robes. 370 00:17:15,605 --> 00:17:17,563 Cut to camera one. 371 00:17:19,304 --> 00:17:20,914 Save my brother's life? 372 00:17:21,088 --> 00:17:25,180 Why in this vast and turning universe would I ever do that? 373 00:17:27,530 --> 00:17:29,227 If Spock doesn't get a living heart transplant 374 00:17:29,401 --> 00:17:31,229 in the next four hours, he will die. 375 00:17:31,403 --> 00:17:34,885 And whether you like it or not, you're his only hope. 376 00:17:35,146 --> 00:17:38,584 So I'm giving him your heart, 377 00:17:38,758 --> 00:17:41,761 even if I have to tear it out of you myself. 378 00:17:41,935 --> 00:17:43,372 Hmm. 379 00:17:43,546 --> 00:17:46,331 While I would love to see that trick, 380 00:17:46,505 --> 00:17:48,812 I am afraid I have to take a rain check. 381 00:17:49,595 --> 00:17:51,423 - How did you get my phaser? - You conveniently 382 00:17:51,597 --> 00:17:53,033 left it in reach. 383 00:17:53,947 --> 00:17:55,471 But Vulcans 384 00:17:55,645 --> 00:17:57,342 can't engage in subterfuge. 385 00:17:57,516 --> 00:17:58,778 You have me confused with my brother, 386 00:17:58,952 --> 00:18:00,432 who exemplifies that myth. 387 00:18:00,693 --> 00:18:03,087 Which is why I am willing to make you a deal. 388 00:18:06,656 --> 00:18:08,135 Kal-toh. 389 00:18:08,310 --> 00:18:11,704 The Vulcan game of logic and patience. 390 00:18:12,488 --> 00:18:15,621 If you can achieve order from this chaos before I can, 391 00:18:15,795 --> 00:18:18,189 I will give you my heart. 392 00:18:19,016 --> 00:18:20,235 Willingly. 393 00:18:22,628 --> 00:18:23,934 Chapel said you rushed out of sickbay. 394 00:18:24,108 --> 00:18:25,805 She's very worried. 395 00:18:25,979 --> 00:18:28,025 I'm fine, Una. 396 00:18:28,199 --> 00:18:30,114 I just needed some air. 397 00:18:31,071 --> 00:18:33,465 You don't have to face this alone. 398 00:18:33,639 --> 00:18:35,293 Whatever it is. 399 00:18:43,519 --> 00:18:45,303 I have... 400 00:18:48,524 --> 00:18:50,090 ...space madness. 401 00:18:54,051 --> 00:18:55,444 Well, today has been productive, but... 402 00:18:55,618 --> 00:18:57,184 Does that mean I'm being reinstated? 403 00:18:57,359 --> 00:18:58,969 It doesn't look good. 404 00:19:00,013 --> 00:19:01,188 You know... 405 00:19:02,929 --> 00:19:04,496 ...in certain types of amnesia, 406 00:19:04,670 --> 00:19:07,412 there is a consolidation event. 407 00:19:07,586 --> 00:19:10,459 The last memory has significance. 408 00:19:10,633 --> 00:19:11,938 You said that, for you, it was 409 00:19:12,112 --> 00:19:15,551 the captain's table two weeks ago. 410 00:19:15,725 --> 00:19:17,422 Can you describe that to me? 411 00:19:18,336 --> 00:19:20,599 It's like a family dinner. For the bridge crew. 412 00:19:20,773 --> 00:19:22,471 Interesting. 413 00:19:24,429 --> 00:19:27,258 If you want my professional opinion, 414 00:19:27,432 --> 00:19:29,086 you're repressing something. 415 00:19:29,260 --> 00:19:32,437 And it's tied to two weeks ago. 416 00:19:32,611 --> 00:19:34,265 I'll get back to you. 417 00:19:37,486 --> 00:19:39,052 Computer, 418 00:19:39,226 --> 00:19:41,185 bring up all existing files on our last encounter 419 00:19:41,359 --> 00:19:42,795 with the cosmic entity. 420 00:19:44,275 --> 00:19:46,016 Missing files may only be accessed 421 00:19:46,190 --> 00:19:48,627 by acting captain Una Chin-Riley. 422 00:19:48,801 --> 00:19:51,021 I'm going to convince someone to open those files, 423 00:19:51,195 --> 00:19:52,892 and we're going to stop you. 424 00:19:55,025 --> 00:19:57,375 And now I'm talking to myself. Great. 425 00:19:59,290 --> 00:20:01,379 Okay, door. Here we go. 426 00:20:20,311 --> 00:20:22,618 You were playing so well. 427 00:20:22,792 --> 00:20:24,359 But now you're second-guessing yourself. 428 00:20:26,448 --> 00:20:28,319 I know why, La'An. 429 00:20:28,580 --> 00:20:30,713 And... 430 00:20:30,887 --> 00:20:32,454 ...you're not alone. 431 00:20:32,628 --> 00:20:34,412 Everyone hides a secret pain. 432 00:20:34,586 --> 00:20:36,588 It must be exposed and reckoned with. 433 00:20:36,762 --> 00:20:38,024 It must be dragged from the darkness 434 00:20:38,285 --> 00:20:39,591 and forced into the light. 435 00:20:41,811 --> 00:20:43,160 Share your pain. 436 00:20:43,421 --> 00:20:45,815 Share your pain with me 437 00:20:45,989 --> 00:20:48,774 and gain strength from the sharing. 438 00:20:48,948 --> 00:20:50,559 It's just... 439 00:20:50,820 --> 00:20:52,474 so overwhelming. 440 00:20:58,393 --> 00:21:00,786 Kal-toh. 441 00:21:05,356 --> 00:21:07,010 Deal's a deal. 442 00:21:07,184 --> 00:21:09,578 Time to go and save your brother's life. 443 00:21:17,934 --> 00:21:19,588 You were never going to help Spock. 444 00:21:19,849 --> 00:21:22,678 No. But thank you for the shuttle. 445 00:21:24,070 --> 00:21:26,333 I can plot a course to the Arachnid Nebula. 446 00:21:26,508 --> 00:21:28,640 Home of the lost colony of V'tosh ka'tur, 447 00:21:28,814 --> 00:21:30,076 a paradise of knowledge 448 00:21:30,337 --> 00:21:31,904 forbidden to Vulcans but now free to me. 449 00:21:32,078 --> 00:21:33,776 I will leave you on the nearest moon 450 00:21:34,037 --> 00:21:35,691 for the next Federation ship. 451 00:21:38,389 --> 00:21:40,130 Or you could come with me. 452 00:21:40,304 --> 00:21:41,958 What? 453 00:21:43,525 --> 00:21:47,050 Don't return to that ship where they'll extinguish your fire. 454 00:21:48,834 --> 00:21:51,184 Run away with me, La'An. 455 00:21:51,358 --> 00:21:53,056 Let it burn. 456 00:22:01,978 --> 00:22:03,458 Run away with me, La'An. Let it burn. 457 00:22:03,632 --> 00:22:06,199 Run away with you? 458 00:22:06,373 --> 00:22:08,288 You're a liar and a cheat. 459 00:22:08,550 --> 00:22:09,855 And you haven't said no. 460 00:22:10,029 --> 00:22:11,814 I can't abandon Spock. 461 00:22:11,988 --> 00:22:14,904 He's more than just logic, more than a Vulcan 462 00:22:15,078 --> 00:22:16,732 struggling to find his way. 463 00:22:16,906 --> 00:22:19,517 He is deeply kind 464 00:22:19,691 --> 00:22:21,780 and deeply good. 465 00:22:22,041 --> 00:22:23,782 We can have it all, La'An. 466 00:22:24,653 --> 00:22:26,959 Vulcan logic is cold, harsh. 467 00:22:27,133 --> 00:22:30,049 It leaves no room for kindness or compassion. 468 00:22:30,223 --> 00:22:34,401 Logic allows Spock to see without judgment. 469 00:22:34,576 --> 00:22:37,274 It gives him empathy and grace. 470 00:22:37,448 --> 00:22:40,712 It shows him the best in people and the best in himself. 471 00:22:40,886 --> 00:22:43,367 And yet, 472 00:22:43,541 --> 00:22:46,457 it stops you from taking what you really want. 473 00:22:49,112 --> 00:22:51,506 Computer, new course. 474 00:22:51,680 --> 00:22:53,246 The Arachnid Nebula. 475 00:22:54,552 --> 00:22:56,815 I will fight you if I must, 476 00:22:56,989 --> 00:23:00,863 but I am not leaving here without Spock's heart. 477 00:23:01,037 --> 00:23:04,301 You mean my heart. 478 00:23:11,438 --> 00:23:14,311 I, um... Hi. 479 00:23:14,485 --> 00:23:16,835 I just wanted to apologize for before. 480 00:23:17,009 --> 00:23:20,360 It's, uh, it's been a strange day. 481 00:23:22,145 --> 00:23:23,233 Tell me about it. 482 00:23:23,407 --> 00:23:25,148 You know, um, 483 00:23:25,322 --> 00:23:29,500 I've been thinking about that recipe you want to make. 484 00:23:29,674 --> 00:23:31,633 Particularly, the date. 485 00:23:32,503 --> 00:23:35,114 That's the date of your parents' shuttle crash, isn't it? 486 00:23:36,986 --> 00:23:39,815 I always thought the coincidence was odd. 487 00:23:39,989 --> 00:23:43,427 The "perfect meal on the perfect day." That day. 488 00:23:44,950 --> 00:23:46,996 Fate can be cruel sometimes. 489 00:23:47,170 --> 00:23:48,911 Maybe. 490 00:23:51,043 --> 00:23:53,959 But then, I thought, maybe there might be a reason. 491 00:23:55,395 --> 00:23:57,833 You know how I've been trying to mentor Cadet A'Sha? 492 00:23:58,007 --> 00:23:59,791 Yeah, I noticed. I like the initiative. 493 00:24:01,750 --> 00:24:04,274 I've been trying to move into that next phase, 494 00:24:04,448 --> 00:24:06,406 you know? 495 00:24:06,581 --> 00:24:08,321 I'm not a cadet anymore. 496 00:24:08,495 --> 00:24:11,368 I wanted someone else to look at me like the adult in the room. 497 00:24:11,542 --> 00:24:14,458 But being a mentor is such a big responsibility, 498 00:24:14,719 --> 00:24:17,504 I'm just afraid I'm gonna steer her wrong. 499 00:24:17,679 --> 00:24:19,594 Space adventures leave us little time 500 00:24:19,768 --> 00:24:21,465 to deal with inner struggles. 501 00:24:21,726 --> 00:24:22,988 Excuse me? 502 00:24:23,162 --> 00:24:26,122 Just something someone said recently. 503 00:24:27,384 --> 00:24:28,907 You were, um... 504 00:24:29,081 --> 00:24:33,390 Wow, you were 16 when your parents died? 505 00:24:34,696 --> 00:24:36,698 Right on the brink of adulthood, huh? 506 00:24:36,872 --> 00:24:38,830 I guess. 507 00:24:39,701 --> 00:24:42,878 Sometimes, I feel like I'm still stuck there. 508 00:24:43,966 --> 00:24:46,708 But when I found out that I was your daughter, 509 00:24:46,882 --> 00:24:50,233 it was like, yes. 510 00:24:51,190 --> 00:24:53,366 Of-of course, this makes sense. 511 00:24:53,540 --> 00:24:55,717 The captain I already respect so much. 512 00:24:57,762 --> 00:24:59,024 Nyota. 513 00:25:01,548 --> 00:25:02,854 Whether I'm your real father or not, 514 00:25:03,028 --> 00:25:04,726 I am here for you. 515 00:25:07,076 --> 00:25:08,468 I'll tell you what. Uh... 516 00:25:08,643 --> 00:25:12,081 Let's just, let's make that meal. 517 00:25:12,255 --> 00:25:14,039 Then, we'll talk over dinner, huh? 518 00:25:15,084 --> 00:25:16,172 What do you say? 519 00:25:17,086 --> 00:25:18,304 I appreciate the gesture, 520 00:25:18,478 --> 00:25:20,089 but what you said earlier really hurt. 521 00:25:20,263 --> 00:25:22,700 I'll need some time to think about it. 522 00:25:24,615 --> 00:25:27,313 I understand, but listen, 523 00:25:27,487 --> 00:25:30,839 if you change your mind, you know where to find me. 524 00:25:38,455 --> 00:25:41,023 That's right, Captain Pike. 525 00:25:41,197 --> 00:25:43,678 You made your bed, now you must lie in it. 526 00:25:43,852 --> 00:25:44,809 I think she's right. 527 00:25:44,983 --> 00:25:47,420 Oh. Go ahead. 528 00:25:47,682 --> 00:25:48,900 Talk to the screen if you feel 529 00:25:49,074 --> 00:25:51,250 so compelled by the tapestry of hope, 530 00:25:51,424 --> 00:25:53,600 love, courage. 531 00:25:54,689 --> 00:25:56,908 Oh, you're no fun. 532 00:25:57,169 --> 00:25:59,911 Camera four, back to the drama. 533 00:26:00,085 --> 00:26:02,305 Are you sure it's space madness? 534 00:26:02,479 --> 00:26:05,047 I have the key symptom. 535 00:26:05,221 --> 00:26:06,788 I can't ignore it. 536 00:26:07,136 --> 00:26:10,313 It's caused mostly by being adrift in space for too long. 537 00:26:10,487 --> 00:26:13,577 But there are other ways that I am adrift. 538 00:26:15,013 --> 00:26:19,061 I've lost my feelings of connection with Starfleet. 539 00:26:21,367 --> 00:26:23,543 You'll always be a healer, Joseph. 540 00:26:23,718 --> 00:26:26,982 If you decide to leave Starfleet, I support you, but 541 00:26:27,156 --> 00:26:29,114 also I'll miss you. 542 00:26:29,288 --> 00:26:31,290 And not just because 543 00:26:31,464 --> 00:26:34,250 you're the best doctor I've ever worked with. 544 00:26:37,906 --> 00:26:38,776 Commander. 545 00:26:38,950 --> 00:26:40,691 Comms are out on the bridge. 546 00:26:40,865 --> 00:26:43,781 A mysterious alien shock wave is heading our way. 547 00:26:44,042 --> 00:26:46,001 Thank you, Lieutenant. 548 00:26:52,311 --> 00:26:54,531 There is no emergency, is there? 549 00:26:54,705 --> 00:26:56,054 Oh, I'm sure she's needed on the bridge 550 00:26:56,228 --> 00:26:57,099 for one reason or another. 551 00:26:57,273 --> 00:26:59,014 I heard everything. 552 00:26:59,188 --> 00:27:02,060 I know you have space madness. 553 00:27:05,629 --> 00:27:07,631 I find it deeply irritating 554 00:27:07,892 --> 00:27:11,026 that so many people, people like you, 555 00:27:11,200 --> 00:27:12,854 love my brother. 556 00:27:13,028 --> 00:27:15,334 A man who does not value emotions does not deserve 557 00:27:15,595 --> 00:27:18,337 the most precious one of all. 558 00:27:20,905 --> 00:27:23,952 Computer, set course for Enterprise. 559 00:27:25,562 --> 00:27:28,391 You'll do the transplant? 560 00:27:28,565 --> 00:27:31,655 But we've taken so long, 561 00:27:31,916 --> 00:27:33,700 the danger of the procedure has increased. 562 00:27:33,875 --> 00:27:35,964 I understand the risks. 563 00:27:36,138 --> 00:27:37,661 What made you change your mind? 564 00:27:37,922 --> 00:27:42,318 Spock isn't the only son of Sarek who can be... 565 00:27:42,492 --> 00:27:44,276 good. 566 00:27:45,190 --> 00:27:47,714 You could die. 567 00:27:50,108 --> 00:27:53,024 I know what you're going through, Doctor. 568 00:27:53,285 --> 00:27:54,896 Because... 569 00:27:55,070 --> 00:27:57,724 I also stopped trusting myself. 570 00:27:59,074 --> 00:28:00,205 You did? 571 00:28:01,859 --> 00:28:03,382 When? 572 00:28:03,730 --> 00:28:07,299 The tremors started after I escaped the Gorn ship last year. 573 00:28:07,473 --> 00:28:09,562 Why didn't you come to me? 574 00:28:09,736 --> 00:28:11,521 Fear. 575 00:28:11,695 --> 00:28:13,523 Stigma. 576 00:28:13,697 --> 00:28:16,439 Flying is who I am. 577 00:28:16,613 --> 00:28:19,050 But a pilot with tremors? 578 00:28:21,966 --> 00:28:25,665 And it was a heavy weight to carry alone. 579 00:28:25,840 --> 00:28:29,495 So, lately, I have been trying something new, 580 00:28:29,669 --> 00:28:32,585 allowing myself to be vulnerable, 581 00:28:32,759 --> 00:28:34,892 trusting other people. 582 00:28:38,243 --> 00:28:39,766 This disease will ravage you 583 00:28:40,028 --> 00:28:43,248 - if you don't have the support. - Hmm. 584 00:28:47,078 --> 00:28:50,777 But if I can pilot the Enterprise with space madness, 585 00:28:50,952 --> 00:28:54,303 you can do a living heart transplant. 586 00:28:55,347 --> 00:28:58,263 And if you ever doubt yourself, 587 00:28:58,524 --> 00:29:01,745 remember who you are, 588 00:29:02,006 --> 00:29:05,618 and look to your friends. 589 00:29:05,792 --> 00:29:08,708 We'll be there. 590 00:29:08,883 --> 00:29:12,625 Okay, I did it. Now what? 591 00:29:15,715 --> 00:29:16,803 Come on. I get it. 592 00:29:17,021 --> 00:29:19,110 Uhura's going through some stuff. 593 00:29:19,284 --> 00:29:20,938 I tried to help her. 594 00:29:22,940 --> 00:29:26,465 Hello? Why are we still like this? 595 00:29:30,078 --> 00:29:31,253 Uhura. 596 00:29:31,427 --> 00:29:33,124 I thought about it. 597 00:29:33,298 --> 00:29:35,344 And I'm still angry. 598 00:29:35,605 --> 00:29:39,652 But what daughter isn't angry at her father from time to time? 599 00:29:40,610 --> 00:29:41,785 So, let's do it. 600 00:29:44,527 --> 00:29:46,398 Let's cook, Dad. 601 00:29:46,659 --> 00:29:47,834 Can... 602 00:29:48,009 --> 00:29:49,836 Do I call you "Dad" now? 603 00:29:50,098 --> 00:29:53,623 Well, I'm-I'm just glad you changed your mind. 604 00:29:53,797 --> 00:29:57,018 But you're definitely gonna have to walk me through this recipe. 605 00:29:57,192 --> 00:29:59,672 Can't read the book, remember? 606 00:29:59,846 --> 00:30:02,066 We'll consider it our first bonding experience. 607 00:30:02,240 --> 00:30:03,763 Page 28, right? 608 00:30:03,938 --> 00:30:05,722 Mm-hmm. 609 00:30:10,074 --> 00:30:10,988 Captain? 610 00:30:11,162 --> 00:30:12,511 Um... 611 00:30:14,383 --> 00:30:15,601 I have to go. 612 00:30:20,302 --> 00:30:23,000 What is he doing? He can't leave the scene. 613 00:30:23,261 --> 00:30:24,871 Apparently, he can. 614 00:30:27,787 --> 00:30:29,920 We'll be back after a word from our sponsor. 615 00:30:41,497 --> 00:30:43,020 The donor heart is in place. 616 00:30:43,194 --> 00:30:45,936 And I must connect the blood vessels. 617 00:30:55,032 --> 00:30:56,207 If we don't continue, 618 00:30:56,555 --> 00:30:59,167 Spock's body will reject the donor heart. 619 00:31:01,908 --> 00:31:05,042 Remember, all you got to do 620 00:31:05,216 --> 00:31:07,697 is look to your friends. 621 00:31:25,715 --> 00:31:27,456 Vitals are stable. 622 00:31:27,630 --> 00:31:29,762 It worked. 623 00:31:34,071 --> 00:31:34,898 Sybok's heart. 624 00:31:35,159 --> 00:31:37,074 He's gone into V-fib arrest. 625 00:31:37,248 --> 00:31:39,468 We're losing the patient. Clear the room. 626 00:31:39,729 --> 00:31:41,078 What? 627 00:31:41,252 --> 00:31:43,124 No! 628 00:31:47,867 --> 00:31:49,913 Doc. 629 00:31:50,087 --> 00:31:53,569 Oh, Captain. 630 00:31:53,743 --> 00:31:55,005 You look like you could use a drink. 631 00:31:55,179 --> 00:31:57,355 Yeah. Can I ask you a question? 632 00:31:57,529 --> 00:32:01,577 How can something be both real and not real? 633 00:32:01,751 --> 00:32:05,363 Is this about "the ship being trapped in a soap opera"? 634 00:32:06,364 --> 00:32:07,974 Yeah. 635 00:32:08,149 --> 00:32:09,933 And what if it is? 636 00:32:10,107 --> 00:32:13,197 You've already dealt with time travel, 637 00:32:13,458 --> 00:32:14,981 Klingon zombies, 638 00:32:15,156 --> 00:32:17,984 with Batel's ascension. 639 00:32:18,855 --> 00:32:23,947 Even in the most unusual twists of fate... 640 00:32:24,121 --> 00:32:28,169 a surprise child, a medical secret, 641 00:32:28,343 --> 00:32:30,693 an evil twin... 642 00:32:30,867 --> 00:32:32,129 there is truth. 643 00:32:32,390 --> 00:32:34,784 I don't know if Uhura is your daughter, 644 00:32:34,958 --> 00:32:38,788 but I do know that her-her emotions are real. 645 00:32:38,962 --> 00:32:40,790 As are yours. 646 00:32:40,964 --> 00:32:43,880 And I know that you would rather face 647 00:32:44,054 --> 00:32:47,623 a reality-shifting phenomenon 648 00:32:47,797 --> 00:32:49,451 than deal with your emotions. 649 00:32:51,017 --> 00:32:52,541 Well, I-I'm not... 650 00:32:53,542 --> 00:32:56,327 I'm not, I'm not sure that's true, actually. 651 00:32:56,501 --> 00:32:59,374 The search for emotional truth 652 00:32:59,548 --> 00:33:01,376 and scientific truth are the same. 653 00:33:01,550 --> 00:33:03,291 You just have to want to see it. 654 00:33:21,787 --> 00:33:23,006 Juliet? 655 00:33:24,921 --> 00:33:27,010 Who's Juliet? 656 00:33:29,404 --> 00:33:31,014 Dad, you're back. 657 00:33:32,798 --> 00:33:34,060 Juliet. 658 00:33:34,365 --> 00:33:35,236 Thank goodness, thought I'd have to make 659 00:33:35,410 --> 00:33:36,672 this coq au vin by myself, 660 00:33:37,020 --> 00:33:38,543 which would be bad because you know I always 661 00:33:38,717 --> 00:33:40,371 turn the chicken purple. 662 00:33:40,676 --> 00:33:43,505 I know, I know, "I'll get the wine proportion right when..." 663 00:33:43,679 --> 00:33:45,376 "When you're old enough to drink the leftovers." 664 00:33:45,550 --> 00:33:46,334 Well, guess what? 665 00:33:46,595 --> 00:33:48,771 Happy birthday to me. 666 00:33:48,945 --> 00:33:49,859 Well, I mean, you know. 667 00:33:50,033 --> 00:33:51,643 Two weeks ago, but... 668 00:33:51,817 --> 00:33:53,863 cheers. 669 00:33:54,037 --> 00:33:57,040 Two weeks ago? Right. 670 00:33:57,214 --> 00:33:58,520 The inflection point. 671 00:33:59,608 --> 00:34:00,696 Are you really here? 672 00:34:00,870 --> 00:34:02,393 Dad, come on. 673 00:34:02,698 --> 00:34:04,439 I always visit when Enterprise is near Galor III. 674 00:34:04,613 --> 00:34:07,398 You were excited that this time would be so close 675 00:34:07,572 --> 00:34:08,921 to my birthday, remember? 676 00:34:09,095 --> 00:34:11,010 Jules. 677 00:34:13,491 --> 00:34:14,710 I've missed you so much. 678 00:34:14,971 --> 00:34:16,842 Clearly. You were choking me. 679 00:34:17,103 --> 00:34:18,322 Your mom is gone. 680 00:34:18,496 --> 00:34:20,803 The life we had with you isn't real. 681 00:34:20,977 --> 00:34:23,153 But it was all just a cosmic hallucination. 682 00:34:23,327 --> 00:34:24,459 You can't be here. 683 00:34:24,633 --> 00:34:27,026 Yet, here I am. 684 00:34:29,377 --> 00:34:31,205 I want this to be real. 685 00:34:32,989 --> 00:34:34,208 God, I want it so badly. 686 00:34:34,382 --> 00:34:36,732 I-I know. 687 00:34:38,908 --> 00:34:40,910 Sometimes, I-I... 688 00:34:41,084 --> 00:34:42,390 I wish our life was the real one 689 00:34:42,564 --> 00:34:44,218 and not this other one I'm living. 690 00:34:44,479 --> 00:34:48,396 Just because it didn't happen doesn't mean it wasn't real. 691 00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:50,963 Everything we shared... 692 00:34:51,137 --> 00:34:52,878 the joys, the sorrows, 693 00:34:53,139 --> 00:34:55,664 even when I lit the stove on fire. 694 00:34:58,797 --> 00:35:00,799 - Right, the-the salmon. - Yeah. 695 00:35:00,973 --> 00:35:03,976 God, I can still smell the charred oven mitts. 696 00:35:05,282 --> 00:35:07,719 It was real, wasn't it? 697 00:35:07,893 --> 00:35:09,330 All of it. 698 00:35:09,504 --> 00:35:11,462 Just in a different way. 699 00:35:12,681 --> 00:35:14,726 But what if I forget? What if I-I wake up one day, 700 00:35:14,987 --> 00:35:16,337 and it's all... just... 701 00:35:16,511 --> 00:35:20,471 We forget details, but never the feelings. 702 00:35:21,777 --> 00:35:25,607 I'll always be here. I'll always love you, Dad. 703 00:35:27,652 --> 00:35:29,437 Even if it gets a little fuzzy. 704 00:35:29,611 --> 00:35:32,004 You just have to want to see it. 705 00:35:33,484 --> 00:35:34,442 I have to go. 706 00:35:34,616 --> 00:35:36,792 My shuttle will be here soon. 707 00:35:36,966 --> 00:35:39,490 - I'll see you in a few months. - Yeah. 708 00:35:40,578 --> 00:35:42,624 Hey, um... 709 00:35:47,846 --> 00:35:50,153 That pilot, he better know his stuff. 710 00:35:50,327 --> 00:35:52,242 He does, Dad, 711 00:35:52,416 --> 00:35:54,462 but no one's as good as you. 712 00:35:55,985 --> 00:35:57,813 Fly safe, kid. 713 00:36:03,601 --> 00:36:05,081 I love you. 714 00:36:15,396 --> 00:36:18,094 A real daughter, this whole time. 715 00:36:18,268 --> 00:36:19,878 I did not see that coming. 716 00:36:20,052 --> 00:36:22,838 How imperfectly perfect. 717 00:36:23,969 --> 00:36:28,191 I want to thank you for bringing these ants to our attention. 718 00:36:28,452 --> 00:36:31,368 They are more complex than expected. 719 00:36:31,542 --> 00:36:35,024 Perhaps worthy of more careful observation. 720 00:36:36,634 --> 00:36:38,201 Satisfactory marks. 721 00:36:38,375 --> 00:36:41,335 In human terms, a solid B-minus. 722 00:36:43,293 --> 00:36:44,642 Good. 723 00:36:48,646 --> 00:36:50,518 And credits. 724 00:36:50,779 --> 00:36:53,956 Captain's log. Stardate 2654.9. 725 00:36:54,130 --> 00:36:56,698 The spell that the cosmic entity had us under has been lifted. 726 00:36:56,872 --> 00:36:58,787 We all remember everything, 727 00:36:58,961 --> 00:37:01,616 and we're all left to reckon with what was real 728 00:37:01,790 --> 00:37:03,400 or merely a play. 729 00:37:03,705 --> 00:37:06,577 For my part, I know there was no shuttle accident, 730 00:37:06,751 --> 00:37:08,144 and I never had amnesia, 731 00:37:08,449 --> 00:37:10,364 but the emotions this collective fever dream 732 00:37:10,538 --> 00:37:14,455 forced us to confront are indeed very real. 733 00:37:14,629 --> 00:37:16,544 So there was no living heart transplant? 734 00:37:16,805 --> 00:37:19,024 No such thing as a living heart transplant. 735 00:37:19,285 --> 00:37:21,331 - Yeah. - I certainly didn't 736 00:37:21,592 --> 00:37:23,420 rip open Spock's ribcage. 737 00:37:23,594 --> 00:37:25,509 And I don't have secret backups 738 00:37:25,683 --> 00:37:29,121 of everybody's brains stashed in the supply closet... 739 00:37:29,295 --> 00:37:30,906 You guys didn't see that part. 740 00:37:31,907 --> 00:37:33,038 Never mind. 741 00:37:33,299 --> 00:37:34,431 Well, the conversations were real. 742 00:37:34,605 --> 00:37:35,998 I remember everything. 743 00:37:36,215 --> 00:37:39,784 If anyone feels like smacking me, I get it. 744 00:37:39,958 --> 00:37:42,570 Many of us were acting outside of ourselves. 745 00:37:42,744 --> 00:37:45,573 But I, for one, am grateful for you, Erica. 746 00:37:47,705 --> 00:37:48,750 And to you. 747 00:37:48,967 --> 00:37:50,882 Spock and I have confirmed 748 00:37:51,056 --> 00:37:54,451 all higher-dimensional beings appear to have vacated. 749 00:37:54,625 --> 00:37:56,714 And hopefully, for good. 750 00:37:58,281 --> 00:37:59,543 Hey. 751 00:37:59,717 --> 00:38:01,458 Why don't we make that meal sometime? 752 00:38:01,632 --> 00:38:03,199 Talk over dinner? 753 00:38:03,373 --> 00:38:06,550 I'd like that, Captain. 754 00:38:07,769 --> 00:38:09,510 Hey. 755 00:38:09,684 --> 00:38:12,469 I feel like I missed an important part of your story. 756 00:38:12,643 --> 00:38:13,514 What happened? 757 00:38:13,775 --> 00:38:16,125 Let's grab a drink later. 758 00:38:16,299 --> 00:38:18,257 I'll tell you all about it. 759 00:38:18,432 --> 00:38:20,085 But I have to do something first. 760 00:38:40,671 --> 00:38:43,152 I'm glad you're okay. 761 00:38:43,326 --> 00:38:44,632 I never was in any danger. 762 00:38:44,806 --> 00:38:47,199 All this time, I was merely asleep. 763 00:38:48,897 --> 00:38:51,160 Was Sybok even here? 764 00:38:51,334 --> 00:38:52,727 No. 765 00:38:52,901 --> 00:38:54,555 He is still incarcerated. 766 00:38:54,729 --> 00:38:57,427 He must have been created from my memory. 767 00:38:57,601 --> 00:38:58,689 He is not my twin. 768 00:38:58,863 --> 00:39:00,822 In fact, ship's sensors indicate 769 00:39:00,996 --> 00:39:02,432 that you never left the shuttle bay. 770 00:39:02,606 --> 00:39:06,262 If he was created from your mind, 771 00:39:06,436 --> 00:39:07,959 in a sense, he was you. 772 00:39:08,220 --> 00:39:10,832 I could not speak to that. 773 00:39:11,006 --> 00:39:12,660 And I would encourage you not to read too much 774 00:39:12,834 --> 00:39:14,139 into what happened. 775 00:39:14,313 --> 00:39:17,099 It was, by nature, contrived. 776 00:39:17,360 --> 00:39:19,188 Maybe. 777 00:39:19,362 --> 00:39:22,321 But I recognized parts of you in him. 778 00:39:23,322 --> 00:39:25,542 That seems unlikely. 779 00:39:25,716 --> 00:39:27,849 My brother and I are quite opposite. 780 00:39:28,719 --> 00:39:31,548 Perhaps you merely saw what you wanted to see. 781 00:39:31,722 --> 00:39:32,984 Yes. 782 00:39:34,508 --> 00:39:35,987 Yes. I know. 783 00:39:36,161 --> 00:39:38,163 Spock. 784 00:39:42,037 --> 00:39:45,867 I... I don't regret our breakup. 785 00:39:47,521 --> 00:39:48,826 But... 786 00:39:52,134 --> 00:39:55,354 ...I don't think I realized how much I'm going to miss you. 787 00:39:55,529 --> 00:39:58,706 I thought our intention was to stay friends. 788 00:40:02,274 --> 00:40:04,363 Yes. Of course. 789 00:40:04,625 --> 00:40:06,061 It's just... 790 00:40:11,806 --> 00:40:13,895 Goodbye, Spock. 791 00:40:14,156 --> 00:40:15,331 Very well. 792 00:40:17,725 --> 00:40:20,075 Goodbye, La'An. 793 00:40:44,316 --> 00:40:46,101 - Captain Pike. - Yeah? 794 00:40:47,493 --> 00:40:49,234 Are you ready to begin? 795 00:40:49,408 --> 00:40:50,845 Mm-hmm. 796 00:40:51,715 --> 00:40:53,761 I'd like to talk about loss. 797 00:40:53,935 --> 00:40:55,414 Right. 798 00:40:56,502 --> 00:40:57,808 Loss. 799 00:41:02,030 --> 00:41:03,422 I lost Marie. 800 00:41:05,599 --> 00:41:07,470 Is that what you want to talk about? 801 00:41:08,776 --> 00:41:10,081 'Cause... 802 00:41:10,342 --> 00:41:13,128 I already let Marie go. I said goodbye, so... 803 00:41:15,043 --> 00:41:17,262 You know. 804 00:41:19,090 --> 00:41:21,266 When we lose someone... 805 00:41:22,964 --> 00:41:26,315 ...we don't just mourn that person, we... 806 00:41:27,969 --> 00:41:31,146 ...we mourn the loss of a future with them. 807 00:41:36,020 --> 00:41:38,196 Juliet, um... 808 00:41:39,720 --> 00:41:42,766 Juliet was our daughter. Um... 809 00:41:43,027 --> 00:41:44,507 And we had a whole life together. 810 00:41:44,681 --> 00:41:47,858 And I know that-that-that doesn't... 811 00:41:48,119 --> 00:41:51,688 make sense, like, it couldn't be real, but it was. 812 00:41:53,211 --> 00:41:55,344 She was real. 813 00:41:56,562 --> 00:41:59,565 Well, she was real in your world. 814 00:42:02,525 --> 00:42:04,658 She had green eyes. 815 00:42:08,052 --> 00:42:09,314 Oh, a... 816 00:42:09,488 --> 00:42:11,577 little... 817 00:42:11,752 --> 00:42:14,058 A little freckle that appeared next to her nose 818 00:42:14,232 --> 00:42:16,060 on her second birthday. 819 00:42:18,759 --> 00:42:20,978 I taught her to read. 820 00:42:25,461 --> 00:42:27,681 I walked her down the aisle. 821 00:42:40,737 --> 00:42:42,260 I miss her. 822 00:42:50,051 --> 00:42:52,270 I miss her so much. 823 00:42:55,970 --> 00:42:58,668 Captioning sponsored by CBS 824 00:42:58,842 --> 00:43:02,237 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH access.wgbh.org 825 00:44:33,458 --> 00:44:36,157 And now for our commercial. 826 00:44:36,331 --> 00:44:38,115 Buy one of these things. 827 00:44:38,289 --> 00:44:39,943 What is this thing? 828 00:44:41,249 --> 00:44:43,033 A shaky box. 829 00:44:43,207 --> 00:44:46,950 Everyone needs a shaky box. 830 00:44:47,124 --> 00:44:49,823 Available where you get your things.